Why I Choose Faith in a Crazy World
The Resistant Spirit of Hope in a Harsh Reality
Yung Suk Kim
When we face a world whose reality is harsh and unjust—when we see senseless events occurring around us and within us, or when we feel diminished by existential crises—most people respond with sorrow, anger, and despair. That is a legitimate response. The real issue is what follows: whether one is consumed by that despair, or whether one can navigate those cruel realities through reflection, activism, or religious appeal. Different people respond in different ways. This is the view of faith that matters to me.
Faith is not a panacea that resolves all problems, but a response that refuses to give up. It is a continuous search for answers, even when things seem unanswerable. In this respect, faith is a hope that refuses to give in to the harshness of life, whatever it may be. It is a resistant spirit, seeking resilience however impossible it may seem. Faith asks questions in the silence and finds an imperfect clue that life is still worth living. Job continued to question God even when he was shut down; Habakkuk complained to God even as he learned that his task was to live faithfully.
Along the journey of faith, one might see things more clearly than before—deconstructing ideologies and reconstructing life. One may begin to think differently, focusing on the dignity of life and protesting egregious acts.
Ultimately, faith as trust in God is a seed growing through the earth in a bleak world. Faith tells us there is a way forward. Life is worth living. Faith is also the glue or the bond through which we share our lives with others.
Furthermore, faith is never a weapon or a source of pride. It is a process through which we find the energy and hope to continue living in an uncertain world.
